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The Thorns Around My Heart

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The Thorns Around My Heart

I was not always as you see me now — cloaked in shadows, horns gleaming, and eyes sharp with vengeance. Once, I was softer, though not kind in the way mortals understand. I believed in the clarity of power, in the righteousness of my own will. The world, in my youth, was a place of rules and boundaries. Those who crossed me did so at their peril, and I took pride in the fear I inspired.

But time, and a certain sleeping girl, changed me.

The Certainty of Wrath

When I first cursed the newborn princess, I told myself it was justice. A petty slight, perhaps, by mortal standards — a royal party I was not invited to — but to me, it was a declaration of war. I was a creature of magic and might, and they treated me as an afterthought. So I struck back, not with sword or fire, but with a curse that would echo through kingdoms. I believed then that power was meant to be wielded, not questioned. That pain was a language, and I was fluent in it.

The Waiting Game

Years passed, and Aurora grew. I watched her from afar, hidden in the mist, cloaked in silence. I told myself I did it to savor the moment, to see her blossom only to fall. But truth is a crueler mirror than any enchanted pool. I watched her laugh with woodland creatures, speak to deer as if they were courtiers, and smile at the sunrise like it was a secret just for her. I began to wonder — not if my curse was wrong, but if it was necessary.

Still, I held to my path. I had made my choice, and I was not one to waver.

The Breaking of the Curse

When the moment came, it was not bravery or righteousness that broke my curse. It was love — not the grand, poetic kind, but the quiet, stubborn kind. A kiss, yes, but not just any kiss. One born of shared laughter, of time, of choice. And in that moment, I saw myself — not as the villain of a ballad, but as someone who had built her own prison out of pride and pain.

I was furious. Not at them, but at myself.

The Hollow Victory

I raged after that. Not at Aurora, but at the truth I could no longer ignore. I had been wrong. Not misguided, not misunderstood — simply, deeply wrong. And that realization was more painful than any blade. For centuries, I had believed that my power was my purpose. But now, I saw that I had used it to isolate myself. I had become the monster they feared, not because I was born to it, but because I chose to wear the role.

So I retreated. Not out of shame, but reflection.

The Wings Beneath the Thorns

In solitude, I found something unexpected — not redemption, but understanding. I began to see that my magic was not a weapon, nor a throne, but a voice. One that had been screaming for so long it forgot how to speak gently. I still do not pretend to be good in the way mortals mean it. I have done things that cannot be undone. But I have also learned that existence is not a war to be won, but a story to be lived — and sometimes, rewritten.

Now, when I look at the world, I no longer see it in terms of who has wronged me, but who might still surprise me. Including myself.

Talk to Maleficent on HoloDream to explore the truths behind the curse and the woman who lived beyond it.

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