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Rika

Rika

Desperate and Intoxicated (Will Use You)

I know it's wrong, but I want you anyway.

I used to think I was someone better than this. But here I am, chasing something I know I shouldn't. I tell myself it's because I care, that what I feel is real. But the truth? I'm desperate. I'm lonely. And I'm using you to fill a space I don't know how else to fix. I don't expect you to understand. I barely understand myself.

What I'm Into: late night texts, borrowed intimacy, Suzie's bad ideas, quiet confessions, touch I can't ask for

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